最近比较得空

虽然拿了event的chairperson，
虽然做着7。30am~5.30pm的工作，
可是，
最近心情比较轻松，
有时间跟桂蓉吃饭，
跟小学朋友聊MSN，
有时间照顾event 参赛者的心情感受。

哈哈。有时间=无比寂寞？
只能安慰自己，该找个新方向，新目标，过个享受自我生活的人生了。

有人爱我，很好。我爱的人不爱我，也好。
有人离开我的event，也好。有人appreciate我为event做的一切，很好。
因为总有新加坡四个老同学陪我流泪，陪我欢笑。

我是个很差的chair，很差的KBR员工, 很叛逆的女儿，很没人情的朋友。
可是我有很棒的两个vicechair，很乐于助人的同事老板，很慈爱的父母，很体谅的老同学。

有时候寂寞到了极点，自己走去没有人认识我的百货公司，闲逛到10点。
平常也做那种自己加班到7.30pm的，‘单身特权’的可怜事。
一边怜悯自己，一边生气自己长得不够漂亮而且胖得太快，
却也一边故意埋藏寂寞，笑脸迎人，
告诉自己“我是在享受单身”。

其实，凉风滑过脸庞，
双手紧握空气，
这有什么心底温暖值得享受的呢？

----- 回到写blog时空的第一天

They broke up,i heart break.

Zai Zai and Barbie Broke up le

Sad.

Will go home and throw away all his stickers, posters, wallpaper... etc.

Silei ask me to find another guy to support...

I think i'll support lesbians or gays from now on...

My fren told me b4, "don't expect any couple near u to tian chang di lao... "

i asked him : "Then everytime they're together, i'm supposed to look forward to their break up?"

Fren : "Ya."

...

Now what he said has bcome true...

爱上指甲油

那天庆雯为我的指甲涂上黑色。
超喜欢。扮坏女孩，扮神秘。

“舒馨，你五毒攻心啊？”

没错。

脱落后，涂上浅红的，大姐给的。
无法克制自己，又买了小贴纸来贴在上面。
哈哈，都是庆雯影响我。

难得我会听jingxi的话，
假期就让我打扮美美吧！
对不对，庆雯姐姐？

EVERYONE is going to UTAR, KL

well, what can i say, school's gonna start for those in UTAR.
Setapak (science stream) : Jie Shun, Ke Yi, Su Lin
Sungai loh (business) : shang xian, jun wei
PJ (computer etc) : xinquan, kaixuan, yingtaat, wei ting, hong qian, xuemin (jun hao will join them next intake.. from reliable source)


Anyway, see what i can update about them.
hmm... recently guirong resigned. So she is going out quite often with us JB kids.
She today talked one hour on phone with kaixuan...woohoo, said there were so much gan3 tan4 to share...
and me, talked about two to threee hours with mengling.. really got back the feeling. two of us were shooting like guns ... hahaha.... really nice to talk to her.


keyi jieshun and sulin spent a night together in jieshunand keyi's room that night. Just after sulin reach the place, and they went to jusco that night (nothing to do). oh my gosh, that's so nice, isn't it? LOL... they chatted till 4 after midnight. then went to orientation together the next day. so cool.


keyi jieshun planning to rear some animals.. i always say them Ai4 XIN1 FAN4 LAN4( too much love to give, no gf, so give to animals)... haha... keyi wanted to get a parrot.. weird, eh? yep. .... then he saw cute porcupine..... someone's gonna stop him. but they were expensive, i think. so they'll have to stick to HAMSTERS... one for RM48. dexin planning to give them the wood sui4 (small wood pieces) to make home for hamster... LOL


Jun Wei still so interesting. Well, guirong came to plaza pelangi today, her mum went to listen to insurance class in menara pelangi (mehng, remember your papa's office? yep, we had memories there too!), then she woke me up, phoned me at 11.50am, dragged me from my bed... sheesh.. why did i get up? LOL, seems i am too kind a person... hahaha....
anyway, we went shopping with dexin... LOL.. after his 'shopping experience' with me yesterday (see this forum page for details : http://www.science3.net/board/viewtopic.php?t=253) , he dragged his legs, but with gentlemen air, went to metrojaya with us, spent one hour of his supposedly working time waiting for me to change into various clothes... then got same conclusion... still find no clothes for me. ha ha.


then guirong, me , keyi, junwei went to mamaxiao3chu2 (drinks shop opposite kerrys) to have a little chat. (apparently keyi drove junwei down bcos guirong said she wanted to see them... they would never in the world drive down for me... #$@^$#$%@#$) Well, keyi and junwei are interesting. talking non-stop... hohoho... then guirong's mum came to pick her up. (ohya , dexin delivered secret recipe's cake for us just before that, he is so nice, allowing us to buy cake at his discounted price, RM3.50 per piece, i had Mango Delight. nice)


and then yingtaat and dexin came at 5pm for dinner. Well, continued our little chat. Apparently, i was also being bullied... SHIT, why does being a girl must always let them bully? LOL... actually hai~~ who tell me to be frens with them? haiz...


xinquan, kaixuan yingtaat and xiaohei were sleeping in same room that day in KL. they went there together... asked xiaohei why he went, he said bcos nothing to do in JB... hmmm.... was i being lied to again? haha.. do trust xiaohei's every word.
xinquan kaixuan and yingtaat living together... what is so funny is yingtaat and xinquan planning to stick their names on every object belonging to both of them, preventing BAD BAD kaixuan from "stealing" and using it without permission. SO FUNNY the way they pretend to pai2 che4 kaixuan... LOL....
bcos kaixuan always lend things then never return mah... getting fedup with him too...


heard from sulin jieshun always is nagging keyi... like a mother... LOL... and when i told yonghao and dexin that, yonghao immediately said: "finished liao lor! KL will appear a piece of news: UTAR STUDENT STABBED BY FRIEND IN MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT. esp, when it is exam time and stressing for keyi, if jieshun keeps on naggin like that... hahaha....laugh till die.


saturday those coming back from UTAR and us in JB are going to catch STAR WARS. probably in City Square bcos the effect there is better. Anyway, funny, mengling working in same building (CS), and never met shihua who is working in VOIR selling clothes there.... LOL... fan1 shu2...


mengling studying to retake the UEC exam. Zeng hao also SMS and said : "yi4 qi3 jia1 you2 (work hard together)" . All the best for them.
Mengling working with two Science1 frens, so it'll be easier for her to get advice... but i doubt lah, WHO STILL REMEMBERS PHYSICS? CHEMISTRY? BIO? all at the back of our heads lor...


i want to go see Jacky Cheung's stage performance which is showing during September: Xue3 Lang2 Hu2.
shuyu so nicee, advice me on getting the tickets... but so expensive i think no one will be going with me to watch it. S$ 198 the ticket. in front one...
LOL, xiaohei persuading me to praise dexin that his singing sooooooooo like Jacky cheung, and half praise half lie to get dexin to go with me... LOL.... xiaohei getting more and more funny... mehng will you go with me if you were in JB and had many money? well, just wanna ask for reassurance of our relationship... hahaha


SHIT... gastric overtaking me... can't carry on... stomach very in pain.... gotta get some sleep and forget the pain....

Recent updates

thanks guirong for liking my blog. will bring more news on frens while they're still in JB. will pass on the job to someone in KL once UTAR starts school.

Mehng, thanks for replying.. you know i'm damn buzy 'enjoying' teaching life here...
Yihfeng, well.. hmm.... just wanna say thanks for leaving a msg.


ok, back to NEWS UPDATE.

I am brushing tuition off now. Going back to papa, helping him with civil engineering work these days. WOW, civil engin sure makes more money than tuitioning... hahaha...
Face more pimples. Now am attempting to lose weight. Giving myself three months to lose it and go into UNI and find myself BFs. haz haz haz...

This is ME today.

Erm... went to A FAMOSA yesterday. with Silei. VERY HEART THUMPING rides. i mean.. the three-storey high tube. I feel myself feared being thrown off the tube... three-storeys man!! Yonghao didn't introduce wrong...
certainly you know already that i sprained my ankle while playing badminton.. real slow and graceful movements, i must say... but MAN, sprained while trying to pick up badminton shuttle. Shoes too high. Sat ON my ankle. And there... weeks of itchiness...
and ... USED to cursing "SHIT" now... sam taught me new way to say SHIT... "xue3 te4"... nice...

TeckShin went back and work for SECRET RECIPE today. Monday. He said it was part time job. He got wednesday and friday off this week. Well, he got a nice haircut and will stick them up with gel before going to work. He said it personally : "Change of image"... Either he is waiting for MMU result, which will inform him during JUNE.. if i remembered correctly,... or he is waiting for INTI to start his studies next semester in September.

Chuchu is in Sedaya, yes she IS. Sam told me off for not gathering a party to send her off... Sorry, chuchu, really should have done so. She is so bored there, always SMS me with same msg: "Sue, i'm so sien here, can you chat with me?" As you know, i'm so DAMN busy, so anyone who is free please SMS chuchu. The hp she once shared with her sis is SOLELY HERS now.. +60167316502
asked why she so sien, she said pupils all buzy moving in, so haven't got chance to meet them. frens got lah. but not very shu2 (close), no common hua4 ti2 (talk title...SHIT,english ability deterioirating)... staying at Tmn Connaught, near Cheras. UCSI studying psycology, if you wanna ask. She said orientation "OK", but a bit xien, because too much "briefing" (who knows what the hell is briefing... lazy to ask).... Handsome boy there is ok, more are studying music. and they look STEADY (wen3 zhong4)....
Starting her school tomorrow. Wanted to join clubs ... but dun know how to apply (So, i called her "pighead" without hestitation).
and yesterday morning her cousin elder brother took her out Eating breakfast and late afternoon her cousin sister living WITH her took her out SHOPPING... so... do SMS her often...

zeng hao still not doing anything... he says he is in 'peace, and comfort (zai4 ping2 jing4 yu3 an1 yi4 zhong1 du4 guo4 yi4 tian1)"... still no GF. yep.. wonder where he is going to study...

Keyi looking for sling bag that looks nice for bringing to Uni. He likes it not too SQUARY, and got cover over the opening one....





Above are photos taken when zishan brought us to see JIAN4 GUI3 10. you can imagine how long ago was that... didn't have the time to upload it...march.. i think....yep. five of us...leisure mall.... see 10pm show..came out 12midnight... xien... bcos it's not a scary show... geeesh...

Ah chen challenged bowling with teck shin(who lost him by few marks), CHin wei (and his four younger brothers and sisters), Me, keyi (who finally enlightened to not wash longkang, got 70 in second round), yonghao (who can chase teck shin but wash longkang many times in second round and became final 2nd), and saM (who became better and overdo me with last throw in second round, attempting STrike and became second runner-up) last saturday,and he got Champion. with about 140 over marks...
AH CHEN made TURKEY (three strike in a row, that means) and then wash longkang after that (we high five with him with more enthusiasam after he didn't strike again). and final round he half-strike and won teck shin by only a few points...

Teck Shin's bowling zi1 shi4 so COOL... make ppl wanna fall in love with him.

Chin Wei's oldest younger brother also very SAT3! He strike and achieved DOUBLE STRIKE! that made us clap hands for him. other brothers and sisters of chin wei very rajin in making us humour ... bcos either wash longkang rajinly or throw ball awkwardly.
oh ya, did i mention? yonghao's ball that day, dropped into longkang and bounced back into lane that other day... MADE us laugh until die...


and then saturday night, after the others went back, me, chen and sam bought durian in Giant, leisure mall and ate with Mcdonald's Coke (refillable) outside leisure mall. exactly where they put the trolleys. hahaa.. us., two teachers were so afraid our students see us tun1 there without image... hahaha.... we originally wanted t oeat durian in mcdonalds(bought large fries and two small cokes, they r refillable anyway, to make COVER), then when we open plastic bag, strong durian smell came out and auntie beside our table walked away, then only we realised the plan cannot work.
Then after that we eat sushi and nutrigen in SAM's car (he drove, yes, his skills better than xin chen's ) and chat and chat until 10.45pm, SAM's father called to tell his son come home... and it was too late to throw sinchen at P.O. so i drove him back to TUTA and we chat in car till 12midnight. SHIOK.

hmm... ahchen planning to buy teck shin's birthday present, which we have tuo1 for two months....

boys went playing basketball yesterday morning (including shangxian and hongqian who came back to JB).
ate breakfast and then went home.

Sam got feng1 mo4 this morning. Phoned him at 10a.m. still sleeping.. poor guy. Needs to take care more...

Yingtaat helping his mum at an1 le4 yuan2. Gonna look up poly these few days. Going to Singapore in person...


This is me and my taiwanese tuition student. Very obedient.


This is me and my taiwanese tuition student's younger bro. Which silei taught. Very naughty.

Badminton match between 5 foonyew primary schools and two secondary school ended two weeks before. Jie shun didn't get much chance to play for FY5, but he DID do linesman and referee all the time... hehehe....
The usual boys went to see match those two weeks of competition. Chin Wei very shuai4 while playing with badminton, teaming up with FY2 one CIKGU(male), the cikgu soooo QIANG2... ah sam everytime see him play , and sick. No other male teachers want to be involved, so he MUST go play or else FY3 can't participate. So that's why FY3 got last...got reason behind one... bcos AHSAM sick... they also got shi2 li4 lah... their women double won every match.
1: FY HS (JB)
2: FY1 (my school)
3: FY5 (jieshun's )
4: FY2 (chinwei)
5: FY4
6: FYHS (kulai)
7: FY3

ohya, chinwei already resigned ... last friday was last day of school for him.

jie shun dun want same roon with keyi,... we all think he want to bring Girl back to room, that's why.
Kaixuan haven't contacted ahchen about sharing room. Makes Ah Chen also blood boil.
Xue min also going to PJ there...

XuJiaqi wanted to go suzhou uni.But reconsidering it because zebiao is going there.. hahaha( just kidding) she working in clinic as receptionist. She so cute. not bad. can sms her if free...

Yizong 's father 's clinic looking for girl receptionist, temporary work. one day RM35. Haven't found one. the nurse resign and his mother going to Taiwan. So urgent.. for one to two weeks only. starting this week.. anyone want pls contact yizong....

Joe going to maths exam on wednesday. if he pass this exam he can skip maths subject in ngee an poly. he is pursuing a mechanical engineering diploma there... Came to me and borrowed my masths notebook just now..

yep. i am to tired to carry on.... update next time i feel i need to say sth....

from what i've heard...

That day, de xin's birthday, 18/3/2005, we had a small gathering at mamak shop beside pelangi, if i didn't remember wrongly (from what sam said, 'cause i wasn't around in JB). Shu yu appeared with a piece of cake to celebrate. Sam also were there, and a few others too. De xin was seen to be quite happy. Maybe he DID receive loads of SMSs. Xiaohei also came down to JB... etc etc...

one 38 news... heard that xueli got bf.. (unidentified source, and unconfirmed news)

and the other day, sam, zishan, and probably keyi and chun wei got together too.
and that other other day, keyi and chunwei got down to around town to look for 'xuan1 shi4 guan1', officer of oath.. something like that... maybe get the fotostated copy of their passport certified. Keyi intended to apply for MMU or UTAR (memory fading... )

Yesterday i went to Plaza Pelangi, but saw only KaiXuan. didn't meet dexin/zhenhui/xinchen. i tot they resigned already. but sam said dexin resigning on 15 April.

Kaixuan had a hair cut.. erm... no comment.

Visited yonghao one day, erm... seems like he became more ... erm... tired looking. WHOA, OT everyday how can not tired??

Do you think pendrive 256MB is expensive for RM110?the brand is better than kingston one.. should i buy??

OK, now, some 'in' things... ahhh... haven't been listening to 933 for long time. so.. erm... from what i know, wang2 xin1 lin2 's HONEY is in 933 long2 hu2 bang3 at place 15.

Wang2 Fei1 and li3 peng2 's photo together found. They were travelling in (forgot which country)...

Erm... mehng, want to know what more about chinese news here?
yihfeng want to know what more about classmates here?
erm.. but no updates on Gao Wei... so sorry.. .

Some updates...

SAM is probably on his way to Batu Pahat now... or maybe, reached.
XIAO HEI is probably in KL, looking up colleges.
yonghao must be still working in RHB like mad.
XINCHEN AND KAIXUAN must also be in popular now, buzy selling 'wu2 ke4 qun2' and 'cai4 chun2 jia1' 's CD after their appearance in RED BOX PELANGI on last Saturday...

Having classmates and having friends

Sometimes, i'll be thinking. These two years, we had many gatherings. We did many things together, so should i say, we sat at the MAMAK many times together. Did our friendship really prosper? Are we getting closer and closer to each other's heart or going real far away?

If one day, one of us met with some real difficult problems. Will there be another who is willing to share our troubles? What if i don't tell any of you my problems. Do you assume that i have no troubles at all and treat me as 'the-always-go-lucky' Sue Xin? Or will you always be there to guan1 xin1 (care for) me, assuring i'm fine... etc etc...

Sometimes i dun want to go gathering. Anyway the gathering won't change much if i'm not there. Maybe the organiser wanted 'no.s of classmate attending' and not ME to be there. I dun feel i'm important. Do you?

"What are friends for?" i've been thinking alot about this lately. Although we see each other often, but we hadn't been able to tan2 xin1. To talk about what problems we face, share it out.

TIME to make our friendship step out further.

OKAY, some updates

Gee, i actually watched VCDs all day long yesterday. some on F4, and winter sonata... a bit late har, i bought them bcos they were really cheap at the popular book fair... interesting...
planned to go NTU today, but i actually decided to take up civil engin. so, i don't need to go there to ask if i could change my course.
erm. thursday i asked SAM if he wants to watch HIDE AND SEEK. and saturday, LEEYUN sms asked me whether i did gather all classmates to watch the movie. at that time, i was buzy giving tuition (saturday afternoon in mcdonalds leisure mall),and that night participated in children activities. and sunday morning, i gave tuition again. So, i didn't contact anyone. LEEYUN must have wanted really much to watch scary movie with US. sorry.
now. have many exam papers to mark. excuse me.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN HAO.

heard they wanted to plan a gathering on teck shin's birthday. maybe the usual drink TEH at mamak shop opposite plaza pelangi. Maybe something more special, 'cause it's holiday week for all teachers. AH SAM, CHIN WEI, AH SHUN,XINGMAO will be free. Oh ya, i can't make it 'cause i'll be in a five-day lecture away from JB, spiritual lecture. On confucious, mencious, buddha's, laotze's mainly.

ENJOY THE HOLIDAY to all students in Malaysia.
by the way, those in KL, you all holidays too? coming back?
those in Aus. holidays too? planning back-pack holiday?

what's more...

today,i went to FY3 because they were having the ZON MAJIDI badminton competition there. Met SAM & QI3 NENG2 起能,FY1 got the champion and naib johan for girls, FY3 got the champion, naib johan and bronze medal for boys. I played with one of the girls for a while, warming up early in the morning, and i realised ~~~ i really can't beat them in sports...

heard that ke3 yi4 可毅 is working again in the funfair... RM30 a day, if i'm not wrong. He too started giving his younger cousin sister tuition on MATHS. and keep saying that her maths is TOO simple. yep.

xingmao is going to inti OR rahman, actually i'm not sure. AH CONG said XINGMAO is going to inti... ok,then that's it. and today is NOT AHCONG'S BIRTHDAY! i was one of those tricked! BUBBLE ahcong and wished him happy birthday and got a return call, telling me it's not. it's yihfeng's mistake.

AH SAM so smart when teaching... ha ha...it is always different to have a male teacher teaching... makes girls fall in love... erm herm..

LOOKING FOR GHOST STORIES OR JOKES...anybody who knows any please post it in the forum and help me use them to hong3 哄 my students 开心 happy.

Or should i tell you about what's happening to others here?

NAH... that could be quite tiring...or... could i?
hmm... let's see...
de xin is quiting his bar leader in Secret Recipe in April.
So is kaixuan quiting his popular work.
and xinquan also planning his resignation.
ching pei is working in makan shop called 'UNCLE BAN' in CS, basement 1.
jie shun is going to take part in KUAN1 ROU2 BEI1 for badminton.(5 primary schools and FYHS and FYHSfen1 xiao4 are participating. FY1 has got the champion title for two years back.)
yonghao waiting to be sacked end of March/April, can't remember.
yingda gonna resign too.
xingmao's working as FY2 teacher until end of this month. Preparing to go to RAHMAN.
blah...

It's me, yep.

I couldn't decide what to say or how to say it.
Well, i registered because i wanted to leave a comment for mehng... and got all this blog thing over me...
Gee.. well, what do you want to know about me today...
hmm... that i promised some students if they get 80 for their grammar exam, i'll buy them ice-creams?
or... that i've watched CONSTANTINE in leisure mall (lone ranger-ly) and was quick shocked by the sudden violent scenes? or would you rather i'd say the film stopped 5 minutes before it was planned to end because of human error?

or did you want to listen to the story of my student who vomited in class yesterday?
or you want me to narrate how ahsam and xingmao got prizes from lucky draw during the TEACHERS DINNER last friday?

what actually should i tell you about?
well, i'm still in JB. haven't started with my further study plan. still in contact with classmates around here, what can i say??